one year ago today.

i know, riiiiiight?!

here is the original post for your viewing pleasure.

she went from a word on a pee stick to a fabulous and healthy baby girl all in the span of a year. life has definitely changed for CJ and i, but this is what we wanted and hoped for (well, we kinda got lucky on the first real try) but i am so thankful for this sweet babe. i know that there are people out there that yearn so badly for a baby that it hurts [your time will come!] and on the other end there are people who neglect the children they already have. as i sit and listen to vegas snoring in her swing, its so hard to imagine what it would be like right now without her. she is my absolute everything. its unfathomable to think that i would ever have anymore room in my heart for any future children, but i know i will. right now she is all i need.

i love you vegas landry.

[33] cannot get enough.

um, yea so.

I'm having trouble reading between the lines, what do you think? BFP, no?


I am convinced that my CH's on FF were off juuuuuuust a bit. I am sure I O'd a few days before FF said I did. Nonetheless, I saw the glorious word this am on the digital and all was well. I had taken 4 dollar store cheapies and they all had the faintest of lines, so I was like, what the hell. Here is my BFP chart for your viewing pleasure.


I am planning on taking a my other digital in the morning, just to have a little extra confirmation.

As for symptoms, I had very few. I got nauseous for two days straight around my O time. I did not even want to look at food, let alone eat it. I had been a tad gassy as well, other than that, it was typical aunt flow like symptoms for me. Nothing too fancy. Sorry.

I told CJ today when we went out to eat for lunch at Olive Garden. I wanted so badly to wake him this am when I found out, but I knew his little sleepy eyes would not be able to adjust that early in the am. My brother-in-law, Ryan happened to be with CJ at lunch and I KNEW that I would not be able to contain myself if I waited until 5pm when I got home from work.

Soooo.... placed in a little red bag, with red ribbon handles, was a long blue box that housed the change of the rest of our lives. A BFP pregnancy test! You should have seen his eyes, and even Ryan's!! Who knew an 18 year old would be so excited to become an uncle. CJ's face was priceless. Last night, before CJ headed off to work, he rubbed my stomach and said "I hope there is a little baby in there", he has NEVER done anything like this before. I was SURE to remind him of this event when he opened that little blue box at lunch. Priceless.

Ryan made a comment after the excitement settled a bit that he thought CJ was opening some sort of concert or season tickets! ROFL. Yeah Ryan, I got him a season pass to babysit my ute for 9 months.

so, my unnofical due date is October 11th, 2009. woot.